sob story...dont read if you dont want to hear me vent

-beware: profanity-

If you know me closely, you'll know I don't complain much or talk about my problems in details. I try to save people from hearing a sob story that may be of little importance to someone else. But lately, it seems as though everything has gone down the shitter...

I am very passionate about what I do in life and how I spend my time. Whether it be my marriage, my clients, or drill team. And please do believe that I can take critism maturally. I am always wanting to improve and be the best I can be. I don't lie, and I try to be the bigger person. If I do something wrong, I own up to it.

Because I look and am young, some people take me for a joke and it makes me livid. I may not have 20 years under my belt but I'm learning and doing what I think is best. If you don't like the way I do it, go somewhere else and do it better. I do NOT disrespect people no matter their age, size, race, opinions, etc. Therefore; I will not sit there and be trampled on by people who want to disrespect me. I will go into "bitch mode" and my self-survival instinct will kick in. I've been in past situations where I've had to grow a back-bone. Believe me, its stronger. Sometimes I just want to say F*ck Off... (excuse my language)

Eminem:
"When i say i'm a do somethin, I do it. I don't give a damn what you think, I'm doin this for me so fuck the world , feed it beans. Its gassed up, if it thinks its stoppin me. Imma be what I set out to be, with out a doubt undoubtedly. For all those who look down on my, I'm tearin down your balcony..."
"But I still think I'm tryin to figure this crap out, thought I had it mapped out but I didn't..."

These words are ringing true. "Holla back if you've been down the same road"